Oh no!!

So in the two years that I have been married, I have gained 60 lbs!!!! Between my body changing, trying to fatten John and lots & lots of stress, I lost motivation and didn't make time for myself. Well now why would in high heaven would I be telling you!?!

I have decided to lose weight!!! Yay!!! And ugh!!! But with my sisters help and you all, I know I can do it..... Hopefully! I need to get to a healthier me. I will take everyone's suggestions so please help!

Right before my wedding with Candy & Kendall:

About a year later :( :

Before Jaren's mission:

A couple of weeks ago: